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		<title>Good bye, P4MONSTER!</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Almost as if in cue with the commencement of my exams, my PC died a silent death yesterday! After a vigorous and inspired session of studies, I decided to take a well-deserved break and go online. After all, I hadn&#8217;t used my PC (I&#8217;ve named it P4MONSTER),  for over a week since I was in [...]
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<p>Almost as if in cue with the commencement of my exams, my PC died a silent death yesterday! <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':-(' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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<p>After a vigorous and inspired session of studies, I decided to take a well-deserved break and go online. After all, I hadn&#8217;t used my PC (I&#8217;ve named it P4MONSTER),  for over a week since I was in my native place (now, that&#8217;s another bloggable topic &#8211; but later, folks!) due to familial pressures. I thought a break and a blog post would free my mind.</p>
<p>Only to my eventual despair! <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':(' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p>As usual, I switched on P4MONSTER, ignored the &#8216;Windows&#8217; option in my boot menu <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif' alt=';)' class='wp-smiley' />  typed my username and password, and logged into my Kubuntu Intrepid screen. I logged into Pidgin automatically and had barely opened firefox when the system hung. The number-pad lights started flashing in maniac fashion. I shrugged and restarted the system &#8211; an occasional cranky moment for my MONSTER. But I knew (s)he&#8217;d be back in action!</p>
<p>The blue Pentium 4 boot screen loaded up. With a few differences, nonetheless. There were white, horizontal lines popping up, shaking all through, over the boot screen. I knew it&#8217;d be a monitor issue and waited &#8211; to no avail. The blue boot screen (with greyish-white lines) remained unchanged (apart from a Brownian-motion-ish movement in the lines!). I restarted my computer about ten times, still no change. I couldn&#8217;t even log into the BIOS menu.</p>
<p>Flustered, I opened the box up, removed and reinserted the RAM. Tinkering with all the parts, checking if all of &#8216;em are in the right place, I dusted the whole box up and powered it again. This time, I could get into the BIOS menu, but no further. That confirmed it &#8211; my Intel Xtreme Onboard Graphics died a painless death! INTEL 865 GBF has been out  of production for over a couple of years now, there&#8217;s  no other good motherboard in the market to host my 2.4 Gigs P4 processor! <a title="Prasanth" href="http://www.dynz.net/prasanth" target="_blank">Prasanth</a> confirmed my hypothesis and I&#8217;d no option but to cover P4MONSTER  with a white cloth and bid tears (I did that!). It&#8217;d been my buddy &#8211; my trusted friend, for five years and a month.  Apart from minor issues, it had never let me down! I was broken and shattered.</p>
<p>Now what?</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve saved up some money to buy a laptop (I&#8217;m eyeing a Dell Studio) but the money&#8217;s in Fixed Deposit and won&#8217;t mature in a while. At the moment, I&#8217;m coaxing dad to buy a new system after the exams and he&#8217;s almost agreed.</p>
<p>But don&#8217;t worry guys, I don&#8217;t need a PC at my place to blog regularly! <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_razz.gif' alt=':P' class='wp-smiley' />  Keep visiting, there&#8217;ll be regular updates that&#8217;ll still make you smile .</p>
<p>And, wish me luck for the exams! The first exam (Computer Communication) went well. <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':-)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p><strong>UPDATE:</strong></p>
<p>I tried switching on the PC again (after a couple of days) and it magically WORKED! <img src='http://www.harishanker.net/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':-)' class='wp-smiley' />  However, the Graphics issue with the motherboard is real and my system is really in the verge of a collapse.</p>
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		<title>Fear</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2009 05:38:46 +0000</pubDate>
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<p>Have you ever experienced fear?</p>
<p>Have you ever felt that painful, numbing feeling that hits you in the head?</p>
<p>Have you ever tried to realize what it means to escape death?</p>
<p>Have you ever thought about pain?</p>
<p>Have you ever caused immense harm to someone and later laughed over it?</p>
<p>Have you ever done something totally unmentionable?</p>
<p>Have you ever made caused immense miseries to your loved ones?</p>
<p>Have you ever asked a child what it means to die?</p>
<p>Have you ever made a vow and broken it the next second?</p>
<p>Have you ever said and blatant lie and taken it back?</p>
<p>Have you ever been afraid of anyone?</p>
<p>Have you ever experienced fear?</p>
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